| Thursday, June 17th, 2004 |
| 8:56 pm |
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| Thursday, May 27th, 2004 |
| 12:08 am |
Cちゃんの為に 時々悪くになっていいだろう サタン、そうってた |
| Sunday, April 4th, 2004 |
| 5:49 pm |
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| Monday, March 8th, 2004 |
| 11:24 am |
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| Wednesday, February 18th, 2004 |
| 12:55 am |
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| Thursday, February 12th, 2004 |
| 5:03 pm |
for boo! My last lines of my first ten entries
byebye what do you say to an old love from the arms of a new love? go! GRRRR!!! fun! I'll have to do it more often! her next friday!!! can't wait!) something the less that i want to do it. oh well what can you do? Loved!! hell... see? that's why i'm satan! want to know stela did make me a little jealous... heh I love code. Current Mood: amusedCurrent Music: らんまの音楽 |
| Friday, February 6th, 2004 |
| 12:31 am |
life on the verge of beautiful
my world is titering between good and fabulous! I'm living in a wonderful little studio that i feel completely comfertable in. that i finally get to do exactly what i want to do to it and when and fucking not having to explaing why. and for the first time i have nice things. not left overs and tacky hand me downs. i'm slowly falling in love. for the first time i'm not letting myself get so caught up in the person that i'm dating that i can't not spend five minutes wondering when they are going to call me. i found that if i play the quiet hurt little girlfriend that needs to be lulled out of her silence matt just doesn't care. but if i'm up in his face and telling him what he did wrong, as long as its in a playfull mood he actually responds! i found a picture of the first time that we hung out. he had liked me from before but just bairly knew that he existed. i'm trying to take a picture of him as he hids behind his hat, but you can see this smile and he's so fucking happy. heh, makes you think. that was four years ago... contented smile and a grin i want to make art again Current Mood: artisticCurrent Music: i would die for you |
| Friday, January 30th, 2004 |
| 4:36 pm |
見て見て!!! 日本語に書きます!すごい へへへ 待って、片仮名で書き方はどこですか Cちゃん!! 教えてくれ ね! 楽しいいいいい!!! Current Music: らんまの音楽 |
| Saturday, January 10th, 2004 |
| 1:30 pm |
so far today i have listened to the cure and a perfect circle... i must be having tough times. forever unhappy in love. the story of my life. Current Music: Judith, A Perfect Circle |
| Tuesday, December 16th, 2003 |
| 8:15 pm |
and the day that he got drawn into animation
i just got it! whow i didn"t understand that at all! OZIEE! you need to wash your hands! mother said that brett is a loon!! and yeah... I'M GOING TO SEE LOTR IN LIKE.... FOUR HOURSS!! aawesoooooome. i am rowdy rowdy rowdy rowdy RAHRAHRAH glenn stop scheming! tell us your scheme i am waiting for matthew |
| 1:03 am |
three armed side of a person (thank you daniel)
today has been a day and a half. i talked to ryan tatiana and aidan all today,... i even saw them all. oh and bo made me drink tonic WINK!! this has nothing to do with drinking! my hair is long and balsh abalsjdha dbaldkfiensldkxmdiglmsndidmjalindkslg l wow! there goes that TONIC!!! kisses oh and matt called me! it was GRET!! then i called him back just to say hi! how are you tdoay? tihs is relaly fun. you can sitll raed tihs eevn thugoh i am slilenpg all of tihs worgne buu |
| Wednesday, December 10th, 2003 |
| 12:29 am |
OH MY GOD!! THE LAST SAMURAI IS SOOO AWESOME!!! ken watanabe did such a good fucking JOB!!! they did a really good job!! to ba quball and the jungel, sorry i couldn"t go to karaoke but i had one hellava date! hehe hmm... i have thinkings to think... |
| Monday, December 8th, 2003 |
| 10:46 pm |
I'm really tired and rather stinky... i just worked at falafel for the second time this week and yeah.. i forgot that i actually work there and not just fuck around. my hair is pink again but just the front bits thingies. i have a dinner date tomorrow! it's soo much fun! I[m actually happy with matt! it's rather exciting to be in a "normal" relationship! buh bahia and i are sister my little ponies!! it's rocks! |
| Wednesday, December 3rd, 2003 |
| 12:34 am |
so i sad good bye to my last friendtoday, oh and i messed up this computer for the next person! wont` that be fun! I@m really tired hope fully i will be tomoroow too!JAA! today |
| Tuesday, December 2nd, 2003 |
| 12:42 am |
i just wrote my mommy a really wrambling email... i doubt that she will be able to understand it! ARG!! IT`S (just kinda) LATE AND I CAN`T SLEEP!! BUH! so I`m wasting money on the computer.. as i do, i waste money. when i wake up, I@m going home tomorrow... I@m not sure how i feel about that. i want to and i want to see all of my family and friends and eat and get hugs and kisses and loves, but ... i wont.. be in japan and i like japan... curses! i want to be tired... Current Mood: confusedCurrent Music: confused |
| Monday, December 1st, 2003 |
| 10:21 pm |
how do you say three days? in any language? I[m just kinda sortaaa FREAKING OUT!! i leave tsukuba tomorrow for tokyo... then i shop for a day, then i back up and go to the airport and take off... that's like two and a half days... fuckiedfuckfuck!! |
| Thursday, November 27th, 2003 |
| 3:47 pm |
so, i guess that this is my weekly post... I`m a little late though,... six days rather than a week. yes that`s right to anyone that cares, I`m going home in six days.. six days aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaand four hours.. that means six days and fifteen hours until i arrive in SF, the most wonderous airport of all. sorry that i stopped sending out cards. i suck like that. I`m having tough times. i spend half of my time alone arguing with people. okay, one person really. i figure i will never really get to yell at him like i would want to but hell, my mirror sure knows how i feel... ellen is stupid. and i burnt my self a little today... doesn`t hurt and didn`t hurt, but i changed the texture of my skin so I`m thinking that it`s worse than not. i feel like ironed. i have less money that i thought i did... good thing i decided not to send that third box... okay see you in a few heart beats lifetimes kisses it`s all the same when you`re dead and gone. |
| Tuesday, November 18th, 2003 |
| 1:34 pm |
hi, I`m coming home in two weeks. and i feel weird... most likely all the pickles i just ate, but the other feeling isn`t helping... but i can`t wait. i just just hope that a couple different people are ready for me! MUAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA!!! |
| Wednesday, November 12th, 2003 |
| 2:42 pm |
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| Tuesday, November 11th, 2003 |
| 1:10 pm |
i will always be king of pain
aidan and i are having an online battle of wits. so far I@m winning but just because my daddy found aidan`s birth certificate in the saturn! HAHHA!! sweet sweet necture! hahah! dchan is silly. okay, totally hyper, i had coffee. I`m trying to get off it, but my pooper is soo addicted to it that i gotta drink some just to take a shit. lovely i know you know me! HAHAH! but that`s just me and that`s the way that a silly white girl`s gotta be so I`m coming home in three weeks tomorrow CRAZY!! i`m having troubles sleeping cause I`m so excited. Oh and every one should check out my mommy`s web page. ulladelarios.com !! there is a set of art called domestic partners. IT`S ABOUT ME!! heheh, when i was really gay at least. but now i get to go home and tell them that i have a boyfriend... they`re going to be soo very happy. ahah, i don`t know why matt is so scared of them. \buh, stupif matt going to kiss him then kick his ass... then kiss him again yeah that`s right I GET TO HAVE HUGS IN THREE WEEKS!! and when ever and where ever i want them! I`m sooo excited! Current Mood: bouncyCurrent Music: young teacher |